It is now 3am. My eyes are burning.  I feel a sense of accomplishment. And yet, also a sense of overwhelming uselessness.  I often feel like I don't have the time to do everything I want and need to do. And I don't.  But I'm supposed to MAKE the time. So tonight, I did. (Yay! A drawing!) But with it now being 3am, my blurry vision is a painful reminder of why I don't do this every night.  I'm SO going to pay for this tomorrow. >_<

But more than anything, I don't want to wake up 10, 15 years from now, wondering what the f did I do with my life. It's too short for that. Gotta make changes now.

Anyway. I'm going to bed. More on this later.